I have seen you battle this mysterious disease known as cancer for at least two years now. I can see how it is taking its toll on you. Now it seems it is winning after all those years of fighting. I can not imagine waking up every morning and getting sick thoughout the entire day. Morning sickness has nothing on cancer. It hurts to see you at the cancer center to get fluids and I wish I can take your place. I feel so helpless and I wish that I can do more. Cancer is taking away one of my best friends and it is too soon!
I was thankful you were able to be in my wedding! It meant so much to me, more than you might have known. I miss going shoe shopping at the mall. Even though I can not wear normal shoes right now. I miss our lunches and exchanging clothes. You are so thin now, I am afraid to hug you in the fear I might break something. I hate that you have a hard time keeping warm, walking and you hurt all the time. I do not like all the surgeries you have had to endure. How many can a person go through?
We have not known each other that long but have become as close as sisters. I feel like I am loosing a sister and it sucks! I so much want you to meet your new little niece. If it can not be here, at least meet her in heaven and bless her.
I love you and always will!
Anita
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